this image has been sitting in a draft 'new year's resolution post' for almost two weeks. while it perfectly depicts how i feel about 2010 and what the year will mean for me, i haven't been able to find the right words to fall underneath.
my solution to writer's block is usually just to type. stop thinking and type. that's what i am doing right now. i hope it works.
i usually make new year's resolutions. i don't sit down and write a list but there's always a few things in my mind that i'd like to achieve and i use the turn of the year as inspiration. why not?
i am embarrassed to say, although i am sure i'm not alone, those resolutions are oft related to physical changes. lose 5kg. find abdominal muscles. etc. surprise, surprise - in 2010 i would like to lose 5kg. but the weight loss is a distant second this time around.
for me, 2010 will be about two things:
my head and my heart
so, you know, just minor challenges.
by now you know i am a little crazy, and there's a whole lot about my head i want to sort out, but ultimately i want to learn how to let go. let go of past hurt. let go of present insecurity.
my heart is a victim of my head. in committing to dealing with my head i imagine and hope my heart will benefit. i imagine and hope my heart will open.
i feel good about 2010. i am excited about the year's potential, my potential. and i have the greatest motivation. another 'h'.
happy new year, team camelshoes. i hope 2010 is one to remember.